my little spot online

i'm switching

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 22:52:20 GMT

ok. I've switched to greatest journal where I'm still itsmeyall, which I know is a retarded name, but I couldn't think of anything better and I was under pressure. I wrote a journal entry there. I'm going to call haley to see if she will lend her aid in beautifying it and such.

ok. I really am going to start doing this.

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 23:46:43 GMT

Ok. So I realize to keep in touch with ya'll I have to do live journal and stuff so I'm going to start doing it like every other day. For real. not kidding this time. Ok. I'm going to use this to experiment with this dumb html stuff, so here goes.

becoming regular

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 03:45:44 GMT

apparently the school can question you about what you write in posted journal entries. isn't that interesting? makes me feel REAL safe sharing my emotions here. I mean, I know I only gave this address to like 3 people, but it's scary to think how little real privacy we have. any how. on to spilling my guts. I didn't make the top 10 in cultureshapers, although how my art teacher knows, I'm not sure. As much as I hate to say it outloud, I'm pretty sad. I should just be grateful for getting into the top 20. blech. whatever. My film isn't ruined. Its ok. I'm soooo happy too. needless to say I'm not going to want to be partners with this guy again. but I'm nervous posting that...what if he finds this and thinks I hate him or something? lol. this is sick. I should not have to censor this like this. hmmm, what else to say... I'm going to buy some more clothes... and maybe a new camera, I feel kindof bad for spending all this money, but not really. it's mine, I earned it, and it's gonna get spent somehow. so yeah. it's hereby justified. lol. hmmm, I wonder if I make a bomb threat against the school on this site if I'll be called in, or red-listed, or something. I wonder if just typing that will get me in trouble... check one-two... are yall listening??... lol. this is what I get for publishing my thoughts. Scary. I'm not trying to PUBLISH it, its just easier than email. *sigh* whateber. lol. eber. I like that. i feel like painting. maybe that's just cuz I Don't feel like doing eco. or spanish. or HAMLET. *snort* I lose. wow this is getting lengthy. yall are probably bored.

I wrote again!

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 02:53:19 GMT

Wow. I have a crush on Adrian Brody. He is soooo hot. lol. I said I'd be careful not to put too much personal stuff on this journal, but I'm doing it anyway. I just saw the diet coke commercial he's in and I got excited. Also, I'm mad because my photo partner might have ruined my film. I'll know for sure on monday, but I cried. I put alot of work into those pictures, and it was important to me, and he was so careless! also on monday, I'll know if I made the top ten of culture-shapers this year. short update, but I've got stuff to do, so I'll write more later.

Holy cow. its been awhile.

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 18:48:17 GMT

Hey everybody. I thought I'd start using this again because Jennifer threatened me with death if I didn't. lol, not really. I just want an easy way to keep people in on my life, and keep in touch and stuff. Today I'll probably go out with Hope, Grace, and Channin to eat for their birthdays, it'll be fun. I'll work my way up to longer journals as I go, but now I'm distracted by tv, sooo, I'll write more later.

poor paco.

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 15:55:50 GMT

we ended up naming the kitten Paco "the beef" Lacy, because Rachel didn't like beef. Poor Paco is sick. he sniffles and sneezes and coughs. according to the internet vet, this is common and should pass in something close to two weeks if we make sure he gets food and fluids. so we're doing that. Snowball loves it and tries to play with him, but paco is sick and just sits there sneezing. We're not sure if Palmer knows it exists. seeing as he's mostly blind and deaf. I'm really excited about my birthday, and SATs and Oxford, and AP scores, and HALEY COMING!!!! its all so far away!!! actually, 4 days till the SAT. 7 days till my birthday.

cool stuff

Sun, 30 May 2004 02:49:20 GMT

We are getting a kitten tomorrow! we've already picked it out, its an orange little itty bitty tabby that is rather rascally, and we named it... Beef. Beef Wilson Lacy. Its PERFECT. hahaha. also, I got my programme book for my trip to Oxford, and it is going to be Sooooo much fun. I have to write a big paper before I go, and the whole point of this is "exploration" its perfect. instead of just learning facts, we'll be asking questions and exploring ideas and connections and it'll be sooo great! I'm going to spend like everyday preparing until I go. except for this week I'm preparing for the SAT. thats whats new with me. pretty much, yeah. Oh, and I'm redecorating my room some, its white and tomato soup coloured, and I have a super cool futon. ok, I think thats everything for real. I'm worried about SAT II tests, I don't know which ones to take. I'm thinking Writing, literature, and math 1. but I don't know.

hmm. I'm HYPER

Sun, 09 May 2004 02:18:50 GMT

ok. its like 9 and I'm sooo hyper. I don't know why. I've been caffein free today. I just had a hotdog though. maybe that did it.
lol.
when I get this hyper I usually take it out on my little brother and like kick him and burb at him and so on. its fun. when I play with my little sister sometimes she gets mad and yells at me. pillow fights rock though.
oh wow yall. I had a complete tune up on my bass and it was so cool and so much fun. I boiled my strings and they sound so much more alive now, and I lowered my action, and it is SOO fun. its like it has more voice, more perfect little nuances, and I'm no longer frightened by slapbass. I figured out how to do it myself and I'm proud. I also checked the intonation and found it to be good. I rock. and my bass is like a new person. I love it.
in a couple of months I'll be a whole new bass player.
due to ap is over and my life can now begin. HAHHAHAHA.

its another tuesday

Tue, 04 May 2004 20:45:39 GMT

School is almost out, and I'm so excited. Youknow, I really like this journal thing, even if I am too dumb for its complicatedness. I'm freaked out about the history ap test, but who isn't. nothing special happened today, I stole my new slides from school to work on them at home and scan them to you. I'll get to that immediately. My portfolio kinda sucks this year. its not bad I guess. oh well and whatever. I'll hopefully still get a 5 on it. I mean, I've improved since last year anyway, and I got a 5 then, sooo... yeh. I'm not going to say anything about how hot the young men in that one entire clique I have a crush on are. Let it be implied. I can't wait to fix up an icon. My cat will have to do for now.

after dinner. yes I'm posting another.

Tue, 04 May 2004 00:05:34 GMT

I went on the porch to sun with my cat and avoid my family who is, frankly, getting on my last nerve. And who follows me out there? My annoying little sister. *growl begins to rumble under breath and from under my eyelids* anyhow, I ignore her and pet my cat, and my cat gets up and walks over to Her. Why he did it I don't know. So she lays down in the sun next to him and pets him. I say "leave Rachel" and she says "You don't own this porch" Of COURSE I do! Who does she think she is!?!! I'm always out there sunning with my cat, irritating snowball or eating or something. She never goes out there. ITS MINE. and HES MINE. my cat. He loves me and only me. so I left. and what did she do? spend a good TWO minutes out there and follow me back inside. I'm so sick of my family. My dad thinks he knows everything and has to Confirm or Contradict Everything I say as if I need his stamp of approval on all my thoughts. My mom is just irritating, and my brother too. I want to get OUT. I'm trying to be nice and tolerant and understanding and all that crap, but this is getting old. God is going to make me go to Cy-fair college and live at home, just to smite me. Character building I'm sure.

geez louise.

Mon, 03 May 2004 21:44:07 GMT

You said this wouldn't take long to set up.
I beg to differ.
I wrote a nice big fat journal entry and when I submitted it they said i wasn't verified yet so they would just go ahead and erase everything I had just written for me. BUtts. I took the English AP test today. It was ok. Multiple choice was really easy. the essay questions SUCKED. I'm kinda afraid to talk about it though, I think I signed something saying something like "I will not talk about this test until I die or death will be induced upon me by someone's goon." I'm not posting anything online anyhow. My hair looks cute today. I feel hot. lol. RIiiight.
I got the coolest little red purse on saturday since I was feeling depressed so I decided to go out and buy underwear and a purse. lol. it helped. me and Lisa had a nice little chat about how expensive artschools are and how I'll never be able to go anywhere cuz I don't have money.

some song quotes for you.
"I think I'm dumb, or maybe just happy." -nirvana :)
"Ghetto super-star, that is what you are" -dirty b*st*rd
"what you feel is what you are, what you are is beautiful" -goo goo dolls

I am a girl of the 90s
.....we can rely on each other uuhuuuuhh, from one corner to another uuhuuuuhh.;o

argg. I did it ok.

Mon, 03 May 2004 21:21:29 GMT

I finally made a live journal. It is done. Ya'll can help me beautify it since I don't get online. EVER. lol. so I don't know how. I can do all kinds of stuff, like show yall my latest artworks, tell ya stuff, and so on. I guess I'll talk about my day.

Today I took the English AP test. Multiple choice was actually alot easier than I thought. not bad at all. HOWEVER. the essay topics SUCKED. I'm not supposed to talk about them, so I'm kinda scared to post this. I think I signed something saying something like "I will not talk about this test until I die unless I want somebody's goon to induce death upon me."

I guess I'll put some song quotes - "I think I'm dumb, or maybe just happy" -nirvana
"what you feel is what you are, what you are is beautiful"-goo goo dolls

Yes I am a girl from the 90s.